I REALLY MISS MY
 

Title : Misery of Life
Author : Rining_melody
Pairing : Yunjae (main), Jaewon, Yoosu
Length : 37/ 37 (+prologue)
Genre : Incest-for real-blood related, it’s not that type which one of them is adopted, drama.
Rating : NC-17
Disclaimer : Inspired by one novel that I read a long time ago. I like that story so much. This fic has the same main plot as that novel but I twist it around. So basically, the main idea wasn’t mine.

Summary:
Always happy. Having no burden on his shoulders. The most popular boy in his university. Everyone looked up to him. A spoiled boy he was. Arrogant. Always got what he wanted. But…

Cheated by his 3 years boyfriend, Rain.
Being a bet object by his younger brother, Yunho.
Forcefully getting married with Siwon.

Changed Jaejoong so much. Will he be able to go through all the misery? And will Yunho realize that he was made the most horrible mistake in his life? And yet, how they face the sociality with their incest relationship?

Prologue / 1 / 2 / 3 / 4 / 5 / 6 / 7 / 8 / 9 / 10 / 11 / 12 / 13 / 14 / 15 / 16 / 17 (1) / 17(2)
18 / 19 / 20 / 21 / 22 / 23(1) / 23(2) / 24(1) / 24(2) / 25 / 26 / 27 / 28(1) / 28(2) / 29
30 / 31 / 32 / 33 / 34 / 35 / 36


I SWEAR IT'S NOT MY FAULT THAT LJ WON'T CUT MY ENTRY!!!!

Chapter 37-FINAL

FIVE MONTHS LATER

Jaejoong’s POV

Five months I lived like a robot, woke up in the morning, attended classes, lunch, classes again, worked –I had a part-time job now, dinner, studied, slept, and then the next morning all the routine were played all over again. Did I mention sleeping there? I lied, I barely slept anymore. All I did just closed my eyes but I never really slept. I couldn’t sleep anymore. I lost my weight and I worked too hard both in study and job with an aim to get him out of my mind. I never called him, I never sent him even a single of email, and I never sent him a letter. The only one I had always called in regular was just Umma. And he…he never did anything to contact me either. It felt like…prison. It was like a silent agreement between us that none of us should contact the other. No reason just simply to keep everything in track. We both knew, once we made a contact, one of us would fly across the ocean.

To keep him out of my mind I never let my time slid away in daydreaming. Because once my mind became blank, he would take his place. I had some new friends but I never joined them in any of their activities. Why? Because I couldn’t help it. Washington D.C was a city in which its citizen submitted free sex, free intercourse, free kissing, and all the ‘free’ that cross your mind. It was usual to catch a pairing kissing each other on the street and every time I saw that kind of scene, my mind flew to Korea where Yunho was in. It was just a kiss but my being reacted in such an agony reaction. I couldn’t imagine if I had ever joined my new friends into club or anywhere else. I believed I would see more than just kissing and I couldn’t. It would only make me remember about him and yearning over him.

Did I succeed in making him out of my mind? Of course not…night was my enemy when I didn’t have anything to do unless sleeping but I couldn’t sleep. Even after I dragged the time by studying more, I still had a time left when I didn’t have any activity unless ‘sleep.’ I lay down in my bed, tried to make my mind become blank but his face and his smile were always there.

I missed him until the point I might become nuts. I felt suffocated, I lost my air, and I lost half of me.

As usual, it was night already as I shifted my position but I still couldn’t sleep. I had something in my mind right now, something which made me excited out of the routine I had had. Something…something that would decide my future. My hard work for over five months was now granted although I still didn’t know what public’s reaction would be. Seven months already since I had started writing my biography and after three weeks in searching for publisher, and then other weeks for printing and promotion, such as, finally my biography would be released next week.

It wasn’t the public’s reaction which made me feel this excited. Instead, it was Yunho’s reaction would be. I didn’t really care if public threw me with bad opinion but what important for me was whether Yunho would brave enough to follow my instruction for him at the last page of my book or not.

As if he could read my mind, my cell phone vibrated and in clueless I pick my cell-phone. My heart was stopped immediately when I saw his I.D flashing at me. After five months, finally he called me and for a moment I didn’t know what I should do out of panic and nervousness. I would laugh at myself one day in the future if I remembered about this one. My fingers were even shaking when I held the phone and pushed the green button. I felt like it was my first time with him.

“Yunho…” I took a deep breath, felt more idiots for feeling like this, all nervous and feverish.

“Jae…” I caught seriousness in his voice. “Can you come home?” And out of a sudden my nervousness was turned out to be the nervous of something bad.

“What’s happen?” I held the phone tighter.

“It’s Umma…she won’t make it. She asks for you.” Once again my heart was stopped beating.

“I’ll go to the airport right now.” And I hung up with a pray there was a night flight from here to Seoul. Not forget to grab something important for me, the first copy of my biography. Earlier, I wanted to send it to him but now, I would give it to him with my own hands.

End of Jaejoong’s POV

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Yunho’s POV

Appa was waiting outside, as if I cared. I held Umma’s hands with my cold hands. She had her eyes closed but she was still breathing. I hoped Jae could make it since this was his last chance if he wanted to say anything to her. She had been doing fine until suddenly this morning she got her heart attack out of a sudden. The doctor gave up. Only time could answer. Her condition was decreased miserably and once I got the chance, I called him. I wanted to cry when suddenly I remembered that day, the day when Jae had taken his plane and left Korea, she had apologized to me for her injustice in treated both of her sons. I had forgiven her of course; she was the only mother I had.

“Yunho…” She called me weakly and I almost couldn’t catch her voice.

“Nae, Umma?”

“Promise me…you’ll be happy.” She whispered miserably.

“Nae Umma…I promise.” I said to her, but could I be happy again? Could I? My happiness was out of there, in Washington D.C.

“Yunho…”

“Nae, Umma?”

“Jae?”

“He’s on the way Umma…just wait for him.” I held her lifeless hands tighter and place it on my wet right cheek.

“Tell him…” She coughed when she tried to take a short breath and I winced in agony. “Tell him, I want him to be happy.”

“Tell him by yourself Umma. I don’t want to be your postman.” I tried to lighten the heavy atmosphere and she had chuckled a bit before she coughed again.

“Tell him Yunho…both of you, just be happy.” She smiled sweetly. “I’ll be watching you.” And she let out her last breath.

I didn’t say anything, I didn’t call frantically for her; I just leaned down to kiss her forehead and her cheeks, wetted her face with my silent tears. I put her hands on her chest and pulled the cover over her body.

“I love you Umma.” I whispered and I left the room to pick Jaejoong up. I even didn’t know if he got his plane.

End of Yunho’s POV

***
Jaejoong’s POV

I had had the bad feeling when I had been on the plane. Why was it the distance between Korea and America that far?!! Stupid question but I didn’t have my brain with me right now.

The plane was landed finally and I rushed out as if I had a ghost behind my back. I didn’t expect it for finding someone picked me up but he was the first I laid my eyes on when I walked out of the gate. He smiled at me and automatically I ran toward him. I knew I was too late from the way he looked at me. He caught me within his arms, how warm and intoxicated. I hid my face within his crook of neck and wetted his shirt with my tears.

“N-no…” I sobbed almost frantically. I was too late, what kind of a son I was? I left her when she needed me the most. I chose my study over her. What kind of a son I was? He let me to cry as much as I wanted. I didn’t care with the audience I got there. Vaguely I could hear a whisper:

‘Hey, they’re those famous brothers! The incest one!’

And then another whisper:

‘They’re disgusting! They still do it!’

And more and more but I could care less. Never once Yunho loosed his arms around my body. I felt like he protected me. I felt save though I was so sad right now.

“She said, she wants you to be happy.” He whispered softly and what I could do just nodded my head slightly.

End of Jaejoong’s POV

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THE FUNERAL DAY

Yunho’s POV

Finally he had got over his sadness and today he was looked well enough. We stood next to each other while Junsu and Yoochun stood right behind us. Appa was across from me, not that I cared. The priest led the ceremony while my mind was blank. It was all like an old movie. Prays, hymns, and sermon. And then the men pulled the coffin down and threw the soil on it, buried my mother forever. And it was over. No more Umma between us. The house I had lived in since I had been born wasn’t a home anymore. No Jae and no Umma, it was simply a house, not a home.
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“Yunho.” He poked me after all the guests had been going home and left us along with Appa. Appa was talking with the priest now, made me cringe in disgust. How could he still dare enough to talk to someone as holy as a priest?

“Ehm?” I looked at him but instead of telling me anything, he reached for my hand and put a book on it. “What is it?”

“Read it today and tell me what you think, ok?”

“You’re weird…” He pouted. “Ok ok…I’ll read it now.” And he smiled. He was still as cute as before unless the black bags under his eyes, unless his sunken cheeks, unless his tiredness, unless his skinnier figure, unless his paler skin. But after all, his smiled was still as bright as before. “Eat more Jae.” I blurted out and he rounded his eyes in confusion. “You’re like a walking skull.” And I got a hit on my arm.

“Shut up and read it.” He stared at me for a moment. “I’ll wait.” He said and he turned around. I watched him walking to his own car and vanished from my eyes. Maybe you were confused about the car, but we, the three Jungs, came here with different car as both of us didn’t want in the same car as Appa and Jae had insisted he wanted to bring his own car since he didn’t want to go home after the funeral. I had asked him where he wanted to go to but he didn’t tell me.

I walked away from the funeral, left Appa there and drove off aimlessly until I found a place where I could read in solemn. I parked by Han River and sat by the edge of the river.

Second page and it had something like this:


I smiled and turned the page.

It was his biography and I was proud of him. I never imagined he had this side of him in his being. It was in his point of view, just a glance about his childhood, a bit about his relationship with Rain, and so much about us. Mostly the book was about us. He described every moment we were together in detail. His sadness, his confusion, his nervousness, his fear, his happiness, and every feeling he had experienced were there. He even described what he felt when we made love, made my lips tug upside. And then came the part about Siwon, his fear and his worry were there. I could feel what he had felt just from reading this. From here, I could understand all his selfish-decisions; I could understand the missing part that I hadn’t known earlier; I could understand the choice of life he had chosen. With this book, he made me cry and laugh. He was perfect for me with all his flaws and imperfections.

And then it was the last page:

I read it over and over until I got the hint and I ran toward my car. I drove like crazy.

End of Yunho’s POV

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Jaejoong’s POV

I wondered what took him so long. The book wasn’t that thick, he could finish it maximum in three hours but it had been about five hours already. Had he read it? Had he not got the hint? All I asked him just broke the promise with Appa and be with me again. I couldn’t continue this life like this. I needed him. This kind of life was enough. I didn’t want work and study like a robot anymore, I wanted my peace in night, I wanted to sleep, and I wanted him by my side forever.

It wasn’t too hot or too windy; the weather was perfect for me. I must have been got a cold and fever if the weather didn’t cooperate with me. This wasn’t the perfect place to wait but this was the only place I could feel him without disturbance and fear.

I was drowning in the magic of the sea as I sat on the sand and watched the tiny waves flirting with the sand at the sea-shore. Some of it tickled my bare feet and I played with the sand, buried my feet under it. I even yawned within this peace, not weird considering the lack of sleep I had had.

Five hours and thirty minutes when somehow I felt someone was standing behind me. I didn’t turn away to look at my back; I waited with my almost exploded heart due to its hard beats. I felt it, he was closer. I felt it, he knelt down behind me. And I gasped when he slid his arms around my waist and pulled me into his embrace.

“What took you so long?” I asked him while I enjoyed his trailing hot and wet lips along my neck.

“Traffic jam.”

“Classic.” I sighed lightly when he bit my ear.

“Your skin is cold.” He murmured.

“You’ve made me wait for you for five hours and thirty minutes.”

“My fault?” He hugged me tighter.

“Uh-huh…yes.” I slipped my fingers between his fingers.

“I’ll make it up.” He whispered.

“Pervert!” I giggled when he kissed my left temple. “Yunho?”

“Ehm?”

“I love you...don’t leave me again…”

“I won’t, I promise you. I’m sorry for making you suffering. I love you Jae.”

“Berlin or Washinton D.C?”

“Eh?”

“Let’s get away from here. I don’t want to stay in this country anymore. And I don’t want to waste my love for someone idiot. You must continue your study. Just pick the country and I’ll come with you.” I turned my head around to face him. His lips were close. His breath was mingled heavily between our lips.

“I’ll come wherever you go.” And he kissed me as he pushed me down. “Make love with me.” He whispered between the kiss and I moaned as the answer.

End of Jaejoong’s POV

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Finally it’s the end already and I’m gonna miss this fic. T___T Leave the last part to your imagination…wakakaka…

If you’re confused with the date chronologist related to Jae’s biography, here it is:
Since the time jj moved back to his home until now, it’s total is 7 months. It took him 5 months to finish it ( 2 months when he was at Korea + 3 months when he’s in Washington D.C). It took 3 weeks for him to searching the publisher. And it took 6 more weeks to print it out and promote it to the market. And this chapter time is around the 5th week of those 6 weeks. Got it? Or still confused? Not really important though..he3..

And Umma was dead without knowing her husband has cheated her.
And yunjae left the appa alone…they runaway.


First of all, I’m so sorry for so many grammar mistakes…>///<
Second, thank u for all of you who support me. You don’t know how much I appreciate your comments. It really gives a fuel to continue even when I have a writer’s block.
Third, remind me to never write something this long anymore…ha3..
Fourth, DROP THE COMMENT DEAR!!! This is your last chance to let me know you’re there. No silent readers please…I really want to know how many of you who read this fic…ok ok ok? *pleading*

Once again, thank u for all of you ^___^

Total pages: 355 with single space (wow?!)
Word count : around 166.888

 

Title     : Misery of Life

Author : Rining_melody

Pairing : Yunjae (main), Jaewon, Yoosu

Length : 36/ 37

Genre : Incest-for real-blood related, it’s not that type which one of them is adopted,     drama.

Rating : NC-17

Disclaimer : Inspired by one novel that I read a long time ago. I like that story so much. This fic has the same main plot as that novel but I twist it around. So basically, the main idea wasn’t mine.

Summary:

Always happy. Having no burden on his shoulders. The most popular boy in his university. Everyone looked up to him. A spoiled boy he was. Arrogant. Always got what he wanted. But…

Cheated by his 3 years boyfriend, Rain.

Being a bet object by his younger brother, Yunho.

Forcefully getting married with Siwon.

Changed Jaejoong so much. Will he be able to go through all the misery? And will Yunho realize that he was made the most horrible mistake in his life? And yet, how they face the sociality with their incest relationship?

 

Prologue / 1 / 2 / 3 / 4 / 5 / 6 / 7 / 8 / 9 / 10 / 11 / 12 / 13 / 14 / 15 / 16 / 17 (1) / 17(2)
18 / 19 / 20 / 21 / 22 / 23(1) / 23(2) / 24(1) / 24(2) / 25 /  26 / 27 / 28 (1) / 28(2) / 29

30 / 31 / 32 / 33 / 34 / 35

 

 

( chapter 36 )

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I don’t know how Korea runs its court but I adapt America’s system where the decision of almost all cases was in juror’s hands.

One more chapter to go…^__^

 

Title     : Misery of Life

Author : Rining_melody

Pairing : Yunjae (main), Jaewon, Yoosu

Length : 35/ 37

Genre : Incest-for real-blood related, it’s not that type which one of them is adopted,     drama.

Rating : NC-17

Disclaimer : Inspired by one novel that I read a long time ago. I like that story so much. This fic has the same main plot as that novel but I twist it around. So basically, the main idea wasn’t mine.

Summary:

Always happy. Having no burden on his shoulders. The most popular boy in his university. Everyone looked up to him. A spoiled boy he was. Arrogant. Always got what he wanted. But…

Cheated by his 3 years boyfriend, Rain.

Being a bet object by his younger brother, Yunho.

Forcefully getting married with Siwon.

Changed Jaejoong so much. Will he be able to go through all the misery? And will Yunho realize that he was made the most horrible mistake in his life? And yet, how they face the sociality with their incest relationship?

 

Prologue / 1 / 2 / 3 / 4 / 5 / 6 / 7 / 8 / 9 / 10 / 11 / 12 / 13 / 14 / 15 / 16 / 17 (1) / 17(2)
18 / 19 / 20 / 21 / 22 / 23(1) / 23(2) / 24(1) / 24(2) / 25 /  26 / 27 / 28 (1) / 28(2) / 29

30 / 31 / 32 / 33 / 34

 

( chapter 35 )

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Ow, it’s so long…hope I do not bombard your head with too much info. 2 more chapters and I hope you bear it with this long fic. Never thought before that this story will come up this long. Comment, nae? ^^

 

Title     : Misery of Life

Author : Rining_melody

Pairing : Yunjae (main), Jaewon, Yoosu

Length : 34/ 37

Genre : Incest-for real-blood related, it’s not that type which one of them is adopted,     drama.

Rating : NC-17

Disclaimer : Inspired by one novel that I read a long time ago. I like that story so much. This fic has the same main plot as that novel but I twist it around. So basically, the main idea wasn’t mine.

 Summary:

Always happy. Having no burden on his shoulders. The most popular boy in his university. Everyone looked up to him. A spoiled boy he was. Arrogant. Always got what he wanted. But…

Cheated by his 3 years boyfriend, Rain.

Being a bet object by his younger brother, Yunho.

Forcefully getting married with Siwon.

Changed Jaejoong so much. Will he be able to go through all the misery? And will Yunho realize that he was made the most horrible mistake in his life? And yet, how they face the sociality with their incest relationship?

Prologue / 1 / 2 / 3 / 4 / 5 / 6 / 7 / 8 / 9 / 10 / 11 / 12 / 13 / 14 / 15 / 16 / 17 (1) / 17(2)
18 / 19 / 20 / 21 / 22 / 23(1) / 23(2) / 24(1) / 24(2) / 25 /  26 / 27 / 28 (1) / 28(2) / 29

30 / 31 / 32 / 33

 

( chapter 34 )

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And no! The ‘heart’ picture on the paper doesn’t mean Changmin thought about Yoochun when he studied the paper, got it? He thought about his crush and it’s not Yoochun. Changmin only takes a little role in this story so there’s no triangle love between yoosumin, ok?

Comment nae?

Sorry for the short chapter, becoz I have to change the day. ^^

Title     : Misery of Life

Author : Rining_melody

Pairing : Yunjae (main), Jaewon, Yoosu

Length : 33/ 37

Genre : Incest-for real-blood related, it’s not that type which one of them is adopted,     drama.

Rating : NC-17

Disclaimer : Inspired by one novel that I read a long time ago. I like that story so much. This fic has the same main plot as that novel but I twist it around. So basically, the main idea wasn’t mine.

Summary:

Always happy. Having no burden on his shoulders. The most popular boy in his university. Everyone looked up to him. A spoiled boy he was. Arrogant. Always got what he wanted. But…

Cheated by his 3 years boyfriend, Rain.

Being a bet object by his younger brother, Yunho.

Forcefully getting married with Siwon.

Changed Jaejoong so much. Will he be able to go through all the misery? And will Yunho realize that he was made the most horrible mistake in his life? And yet, how they face the sociality with their incest relationship?

 

Prologue / 1 / 2 / 3 / 4 / 5 / 6 / 7 / 8 / 9 / 10 / 11 / 12 / 13 / 14 / 15 / 16 / 17 (1) / 17(2)
18 / 19 / 20 / 21 / 22 / 23(1) / 23(2) / 24(1) / 24(2) / 25 /  26 / 27 / 28 (1) / 28(2) / 29

30 / 31 / 32

 

( chapter 33 )

 

 

( chapter 32 part 2 )

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Ok, don’t kill me, hiding behind Jae…^___^

I have several endings in my mind, dunno which one I’ll choose…he3…

Appa’s POV next…

Comments are loved dear…

Title     : Misery of Life

Author : Rining_melody

Pairing : Yunjae (main), Jaewon, Yoosu

Length : 32/ 37

Genre : Incest-for real-blood related, it’s not that type which one of them is adopted,     drama.

Rating : NC-17

Disclaimer : Inspired by one novel that I read a long time ago. I like that story so much. This fic has the same main plot as that novel but I twist it around. So basically, the main idea wasn’t mine.

 

Summary:

Always happy. Having no burden on his shoulders. The most popular boy in his university. Everyone looked up to him. A spoiled boy he was. Arrogant. Always got what he wanted. But…

 

Cheated by his 3 years boyfriend, Rain.

Being a bet object by his younger brother, Yunho.

Forcefully getting married with Siwon.

 

Changed Jaejoong so much. Will he be able to go through all the misery? And will Yunho realize that he was made the most horrible mistake in his life? And yet, how they face the sociality with their incest relationship

Prologue / 1 / 2 / 3 / 4 / 5 / 6 / 7 / 8 / 9 / 10 / 11 / 12 / 13 / 14 / 15 / 16 / 17 (1) / 17(2)
18 / 19 / 20 / 21 / 22 / 23(1) / 23(2) / 24(1) / 24(2) / 25 /  26 / 27 / 28 (1) / 28(2) / 29

30 / 31

 

( chapter 32 part 1 )

leave comment in PART 2

Title     : Misery of Life

Author : Rining_melody

Pairing : Yunjae (main), Jaewon, Yoosu

Length : 31/ 37

Genre : Incest-for real-blood related, it’s not that type which one of them is adopted,     drama.

Rating : NC-17

Disclaimer : Inspired by one novel that I read a long time ago. I like that story so much. This fic has the same main plot as that novel but I twist it around. So basically, the main idea wasn’t mine.

Summary:

Always happy. Having no burden on his shoulders. The most popular boy in his university. Everyone looked up to him. A spoiled boy he was. Arrogant. Always got what he wanted. But…

Cheated by his 3 years boyfriend, Rain.

Being a bet object by his younger brother, Yunho.

Forcefully getting married with Siwon.

 

Changed Jaejoong so much. Will he be able to go through all the misery? And will Yunho realize that he was made the most horrible mistake in his life? And yet, how they face the sociality with their incest relationship?

 

Prologue / 1 / 2 / 3 / 4 / 5 / 6 / 7 / 8 / 9 / 10 / 11 / 12 / 13 / 14 / 15 / 16 / 17 (1) / 17(2)
18 / 19 / 20 / 21 / 22 / 23(1) / 23(2) / 24(1) / 24(2) / 25 /  26 / 27 / 28 (1) / 28(2) / 29

30
( chapter 31 )

 

Title : Misery of Life
Author : Rining_melody
Pairing : Yunjae (main), Jaewon, Yoosu
Length : 29/ ?
Genre : Incest-for real-blood related, it’s not that type which one of them is adopted, drama.
Rating : NC-17
Disclaimer : Inspired by one novel that I read a long time ago. I like that story so much. This fic has the same main plot as that novel but I twist it around. So basically, the main idea wasn’t mine.

Summary:
Always happy. Having no burden on his shoulders. The most popular boy in his university. Everyone looked up to him. A spoiled boy he was. Arrogant. Always got what he wanted. But…

Cheated by his 3 years boyfriend, Rain.
Being a bet object by his younger brother, Yunho.
Forcefully getting married with Siwon.

Changed Jaejoong so much. Will he be able to go through all the misery? And will Yunho realize that he was made the most horrible mistake in his life? And yet, how they face the sociality with their incest relationship?

SORRY I CAN'T MAKE LJ CUT, LJ IS SUCK ALL OVER AGAIN!!!

Warning!! Smut is here…^^

Chapter 29

One week was gone like a battlefield. Yunho, Yoochun, and Junsu tried their best to find the best lawyer. They attended some consultation meetings with some lawyers to find a gap where they could attack Siwon. But it was all useless. Without real primafacie evidence, their way was a dead end. Yunho was on the edge of his sanity. He was desperate and afraid. The same thing went on with Yoochun. He was afraid to death of spending his life in prison. The only source of light in his dark life was just Junsu’s smile. He was always there for him every single of second.

Jaejoong spent this week with act as if everything was just fine. He studied hard to catch what he had been left during his absence. He always plastered that sweet smile of his every time he met someone else and in the end he felt like smiling was a habit, not something that came from his heart. He always spent his night in Yunho’s room. They slept together but they never brought the topic up again. As if they understood each other, they slept in peace and pretended nothing they had to worry about. Night was the only time they could get together because Yunho was always out there at Junsu’s apartment doing something a bit he knew to help him. But he knew better. Since there was no a single primafacie evidence, there was no a way out. Seeing how his beloved one poured down every single of second with effort to cancel the wedding, he didn’t dare to tell him that he was already agreed with the marriage. He didn’t dare to say he had said ‘yes’ to Siwon.  

And the other party was spending this week in celebration. He took care all he needed for the wedding ceremony. He prepared the invitations card, the church, the tuxedos, the reception party, even the honeymoon. Siwon was overwhelmed with his happiness and his joy of victory of winning Jaejoong at last. He had spent the daylight with preparing the wedding and his night day in Heechul’s bed because little did he know Jaejoong wouldn’t give his body that easily to him. He knew it would take some time until Jaejoong gave up in rejection and meanwhile he had to satisfy his desire and libido with Heechul’s body. Besides, who said he would leave Heechul once he got married? Heechul was such a wild cat who could satisfy his beasty libido. Rough, rape, kinky, or anything, just said it and Heechul would be there spreading his legs widely for him. Who was stupid enough to let such a whore slipped away from his fingers?

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Jaejoong’s POV

Saturday already and today was the last day I would be having a status of bachelor. Tomorrow would be the day of the wedding day and all I could feel just this numb feeling. Yesterday Siwon had given me a call and although I knew he would move fast, I didn’t expect him to move this fast.


FLASHBACK
 
I was sitting all alone at the balcony of my room when the phone call from him came in. It had been a week since I had told him my agreement over his threat. Since then I had built this cold wall around my heart so that I wouldn’t feel any pain and fear anymore. Now I became that kind of a person. I wasn’t afraid to Siwon anymore. Let him did what he wanted to do to me, I wasn’t scare. As long as Umma saved, I would do anything. I would bear that pain of heartache of losing Yunho. This cold wall I had built was valid for every human being unless Yunho. I could never lock him out since he was the owner of my heart. For knowing he would be always there in my heart was the only source of light for me so that I could hold on in this life.

“What?” I picked up his phone.

“Ouch!! Don’t be so cold to your soon-to-be spouse dear…” I didn’t budge or flinch when I heard that. Just like a blowing wind, I let it pass away my ear.

“Say it or I’ll hang up.”

“I’ll teach your lips to do something better than saying those cold words dear. So…the wedding will be held the day after tomorrow. I’ve prepared anything so all you need to do just come to the church. Nine A.M in the morning, ok babe?” This next Sunday? What a fast.

“Fine.”

“Your tux, I’ll send it tomorrow.”

“Fine. Anything else?”

“Just make sure your parents will be there too.”

“Fine.”

“Are you sure you don’t want to invite any of your classmates? You haven’t invited even one single of your friends here.”

“I’m sure.” Oh yeah, like I wanted to show off I was getting married with some kind of psycho.

“Don’t forget to tell your lover too. Break up with him dear…ha ha ha…he’s pathetic!!” And just like that, I hung up. I didn’t need to hear him mocking on Yunho. I could break up with him physically but did he really think I could break up with him mentally? He was stupid.

END OF FLASHBACK


Since he was so busy trying to help me, I managed to keep it as a secret from him. He hadn’t known yet the wedding would be tomorrow. Appa who didn’t care at all as long as his career was saved, didn’t say a word about the wedding. From this point, I was sure he didn’t care about me at all. All his love he had once poured down on me was a fake. Umma…I could feel it, she was worried about this wedding. Although she had said she gave me the blessing, I could see it in her eyes she was disagreed with this marriage. Maybe that was why she kept quiet and never brought up the topic. And this all made Yunho unaware with what was going on. He was this near of losing me into Siwon’s hands but he hadn’t known yet. And I didn’t have a heart to tell him the wedding would be tomorrow because it would break him down. In my point of view it would be better if he knew right at the wedding day so he wouldn’t suffer of worry and insanity from counting down the D-day. Maybe he would hate me but I believed he would get over it. He was strong and he could do it. I could bear this sacrifice and he should do the same for the sake of Umma’s life.

“Yunho-ah…” Gently I kissed his lips as I got on top of him. The blanket which was covered us slid off a little. He stirred in his sleep and sleepily he opened up his eyes.

“What’s wrong Jae?” He asked me as he caressed my cheek with his warm palm.

“I want to make love with you like there’s no tomorrow.” Tenderly I kissed him again and he responded my kiss. He tried to make the kiss into the passionate and rough one but I kept the pace as slow and tender as I could. If I could drag one round until morning, then I would do it. I wanted to savor this last time as long as I could. No rush and as slow as we could hold ourselves. He obliged my willing to keep the slow pace and we took our time to tumbling each other lips. I closed my eyes and let my instinct to guide me. He licked along my lips and I parted my lips for him. I let him invaded my mouth as long as he wanted. I let him lapping my cavern of mouth. I let him circling and brushing my tongue with his tongue. I let him biting and licking my lips. He caught my tongue between his lips and he gave me the best sucking I had ever felt. I pulled away slightly when I felt I lost my breath but I kept my lips hanging there, right above his lips. I locked my eyes with him.

“Yunho…these lips of yours are mine.” I pecked his lips. “Don’t you dare to let anyone else to kiss you, not even touch your lips with a single of finger.” I licked the saliva smearing his lips. “Don’t you dare to give a blowjob to anyone else unless me.”

“You know, I won’t” He had his fingers rushing through my hair and pulled me down to crash our lips again. This time, I inserted my tongue into his mouth and let him feel the wetness and sweetness of my tongue. I slid my left hand under his pajamas and caressed his skin lightly. He whimpered and I slid my hand higher to his chest. I reached his right nipple and twirled it between my fingers. He arched his back up to my chest.

“Your nipples are mine too…don’t let anyone touch it.” I whispered as I trailed my tongue along his jaw-line, up to his ear and I licked his earlobe for awhile.

“Oh Jae….you drive me crazy…” He said between his uneven breaths.

I trailed down my tongue along the shaft of his neck and I gave him some sucking and nibbling here and there. Some hickeys were visible along the both side of his neck. I caught his Adam apple between my lips too and licked it passionately. He moaned and I could feel the vibration of his Adam apple. I sat up when I heard his moan became more and more desperate. I straddled his hips and I reached down for the top of the line of his pajamas’ buttons. We locked our eyes together, never once I looked away as I popped up the buttons one by one. I did take my time to reveal his chest to the world. He helped me with pulling off his upper pajamas and threw it to the floor.

“You’re not fair.” He said as he sat up and began to work on my own buttons. The bottom one was opened and he kissed the revealed skin. He continued with the second one and his lips were following his working hands. After he was done with all the buttons, I had one line of saliva and hickeys right in the middle of my torso, from my belly button up to my collarbone.

“Mmmm…” I took my time to savor his working tongue on my right nipple and his working hand on my left nipple. My nipples were erected hard enough when he was done. He made me to kneel down in front of him and he pulled my lower pajamas down. My erection was sprung right to his face and he began to give me the best blowjob I had ever had. He held my waist still with both of his hands and I began to trembling under his ministration tongue, mostly when he played with my balls and lapping his tongue against it. He trailed kisses from my balls up to my tip and he dipped his tongue into the slit, made me spurt some of the pre-cum right to his mouth. He swallowed it. He took the whole length into his hot mouth and I almost had my cum right here, right now. He gave some pressure to my already swollen and throbbing cock, made me lose my senses. He moved his head fast back and forth, playing his tongue and teeth along my cock. When I felt like I couldn’t take it any longer, I stopped him and pushed him down to laid back.

I hovered on top of him again and I kissed him. I tasted my own pre-cum mixed with our saliva. As the same time I slid my hand under his underwear and fondled his cock. I could feel his desperation under this foreplay we played. He was squirming and panting as hard as I was. I moved my lips down and down. I left more hickeys all over his chest and abs. Now his body was glistening with both sweat and saliva. I dipped my tongue into his belly button and he bucked his hips up. He had his hands on my head and he pushed me more down. I freed him from the rest of his pajamas and he hissed with the sudden contact of cold air. I kissed the tip of his harden cock and he bucked up his hips again until his tip were pushed inside my mouth.

“This cock of yours is mine Yunho…don’t let anyone touch you here and played with it.” I said with his tip between my lips. I didn’t know from where this egoism and possessive attitudes came from. If I were a good boyfriend, I should let him go. I should let him continue his life. I should let him find another one who loved him more than I did. But no. I didn’t let him even when I knew I wouldn’t be by his side anymore after this night. Even if I had to spend the rest of my life within this hell of marriage, I wanted to make sure I still had him, all for me, his heart, his mind, his soul, and his body. I didn’t want him to find another one. I didn’t want him to give his heart to another one. I didn’t want him to even flirt with someone else other than me. I wanted to tie him with me forever although I knew I would be the one who broke that tie physically. Yes, physically because mentally, the line between us was still there and I had to make sure he still held the other end of that line.

I took his cock into my mouth and moved my head leisurely up and down. I looked into his face and he had his eyes closed while lines of sweat were streaming down on his face and body.

“Faster Jae…aaahh..ahh…faster…” I moved my head faster and then I slowed down again.

“Oh Jae…don’t tease!! Faster…aaah…faster please…” I smirked when I heard he was begging like that. I freed his cock from my mouth and he groaned out of protest. I ran my tongue from the tip down to his balls, collected his pre-cum with my tongue and I swallowed it. I raised his hips higher and put some pillows under his hips. Willingly he parted his legs wide. With my index finger, I collected his pre-cum again and I smeared it over his entrance. He shuddered when I touched his entrance.

“Yunho-ah…this sacred place of yours is mine too and no one can even take a look at it, nae?”

“Oh God, Jae!!” He pulled me forward and crashed our lips hard. He destroyed my lips with his hard and strong kiss. “Don’t talk non-sense. My body from up to the bottom, from outside to the core, all of it is yours and nobody can steal it from you. I love you and no one else can replace even a strand of your hair, do you understand?” I nodded and without me could hold it; I already made these tears streaming down my face. He frowned and kissed my eyes lovingly. “What are you crying for Jae?” I moved my head from side to the side. How many times already I had hoped for time to stop? This point was really one of them.

“Thank you for everything…I love you…so much.” I whispered and I kissed him again. “Now let me make you feel good.”

I moved down again and knelt between his parted legs. I parted his ass-cheeks and dove down my head. I ran my tongue along the crack, pass the entrance and he shivered under my ministration. I lapped my tongue over and over his entrance and soon enough it was wet. Some of his pre-cum helped me to lubricate it. Using my saliva and his pre-cum as a lubrication, I made my tongue into his hole. His ring clamped my tongue tight and his hole sucked my tongue in. I fucked his hole with my tongue for awhile while he writhed and moaned loudly. He held the bed-sheet tightly as he arched his back up and rolled his head backward.

I retreat my tongue from his hole as I felt it was wet enough. I positioned my cock at his entrance and rubbing it against the entrance, smearing my own pre-cum all over it. Slightly I pushed my tip in and he groaned painfully.

“Relax Yunho…try to relax.” I soothed him by caressing his ass. Bit by bit I pushed inside until his hole engulfed all of my cock inside.

“Hurts!! Aaah…hurts!!” I bent down and pecked his lips. “Bear it…I’ll make you feel good…” I reached for his hand and guided it to his own cock. “Stroke it at the same rhythm as my thrust, ok?” He nodded weakly. I knew how hurt it felt to be fucked but I knew the pleasure was more wonderful than doing the fucking itself.

I moved inside of him slowly and he stroked his cock slowly too. I hugged him tightly and left some space between our bodies for his stroking hand. He had his legs around my waist and I made him to raise his hips even higher. He clung on to me and we moved in rhythm faster and harder as the time went on. The feeling of his tight hole squeezing my big cock was wonderful and I was so near with my orgasms. We breathed and moaned together. I brought him higher and higher to the sky filled with stars. He suppressed his loud moan by biting my shoulder when I hit his prostate and I felt my skin was ripped open. It was bleeding but I could care less. I hid my head at the crook of his neck and bit my own lips. The bed was creaking under us and I felt this room was too hot to bear with.

“Jae…aaah…uuuh…Jae….” Incoherently he whispered my name.

“Just cum…cum as many as you want.” And he spurted his cum all over our bodies while I held my orgasms back until I felt like my balls and cock wanted to explode. I reached down for his flabby cock and I stroked it fast until it was hard again. He moaned endlessly. “Cum again…uuuh….cum for me.” I squeezed his cock hard within my palms and he hissed; he gnashed his teeth.

“Kiss me.” Firmly he said between his moans and obediently I complied. We kissed passionately until we reached our final orgasms.

Tiredly I dropped down on top of him and tried to catch my breath. I took a glimpse at the clock on the wall, 1:00 A.M. And I cursed the clock as it ticking by. Continuously I screamed in my head:

‘Stop!! Stop!!! Don’t ticking anymore!! Just stop!!!’

But the clock was so stubborn, it kept ticking and now it was 1:05 A.M. Why time had to go on that fast? Once again I tried to scream to the clock:

‘Stop ticking you bastard!! Just stop!! Stop right now!! Please stop!!’

But it didn’t do as my wish.

“Jae? Are you alright?” Worriedly he asked me and I looked up to him. He ran his thumb under my eyes and apparently I had cried again.

“I’m fine…” I smiled to him and kissed his wrist. “Yunho-ah…I want you inside of me.” I said as I claimed his lips. I had eight hours minus five minutes before I engaged into the hell and I would use it to make love with him.

End of Jaejoong’s POV

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Yunho’s POV

Second round and it was hotter than before, wilder, more passion, more desperation, more desire, more lust, and more love. Our bodies were glued to each other. I couldn’t get enough of him. I tasted every inch of his skin, from his forehead until his toe. But I realized something was wrong with him. During our foreplay, he kept glancing to the clock as if he was run out of time. I flipped him until he stood on his knees and hands. I penetrated him from behind and once again I caught that weirdness of him. He was trembling, his arms were shaking and I knew it wasn’t tremble because of the rash of pleasure. I stopped the penetration and I pulled him up until he sat on my laps. I hugged him from behind and I realized he was crying.

“Do I hurt you?” Carefully I asked him and he moved his head from side to the side.

“No…I’m fine…keep on moving.” He raised his hips and pushed down hard until my cock was buried deeply in his hole. He groaned and ready to continue his riding but I held him still in his place.

“You lie. You’re not fine.” He shed his tears away with the back of his right hand and then turned his head seductively backward. He pecked my lips and trailed his tongue along my jaw line, up to my ear and he whispered with his seductive voice:

“I’m thirsty and hungry of you…Fill me up…”

I blushed and my cock gave a reaction to his words. I pulled my cock out and pushed up deeply against his hole. He moaned loudly. He rode me with a fantastic speed and I kept the pace as fast as his pace. We moved together in harmony. Never once I loosened my holding arms around his body. I buried my teeth in his neck and willingly he tilted his head. Slowly I reached down and pumped his cock fast and strong.

“Aah…aaah…harder…aaahh….” He asked more and I didn’t know how I could make my thrusting even harder. I was afraid if I stretched him too wide; it had to be painful for him. But he insisted and half-heartedly I complied. The next thrust, I made it as harsh and rough as I could and he screamed out of delight and pleasure.

“Are you okay?” I asked him worriedly and he nodded frantically.

“Keep move…aaahh…move…more…”

In the end, I did it harsh and rough as he wished. Thankfully, I found his prostate and I didn’t make him bleed. He spurted his cum all over the bed and my hands as he groaned loudly full with satisfaction. I reached my orgasms the second he tightened the muscles around my cock.

Tiredly and spent we slumped down on my bed, right on his cum. It was sticky but I didn’t mind because it was the part of him. Gently I caressed his side and hugged him tight even when I felt so hot at the moment due to our activity. We were panting and breathing unevenly. Lazily I kissed along his shoulder until we gained our composures back. I pulled away some strands from his face. He was sweating and his face was red. And even with this look, I loved him more. I kissed his forehead and about to pull the blanket to cover us when he said:

“Yunho-ah…”

“Ehm?”

“Are you tired?” Full with hope he asked me.

“Why?”

Slowly he raised his hand and shed the sweat from my face while he locked our eyes. I felt lose within his eyes, so deep, so dark, and I didn’t want to come out from this prison of his eyes.

“I want more…”Lustfully he said to me as he trailed his thumb along my lips. And like a slave under a spell, I leaned down to kiss his swollen lips. We did it again for the third time. Three times on straight and finally I felt really tired but he asked for more. At this point, I was sure one hundred percent, something was wrong with him.

“Jae-ah…what’s wrong? Don’t you feel tired?” I almost bit my own tongue when I saw disappointment filled his eyes despite his smile.

“Nah…I’m fine. Sleep then, sorry for worn you out like this…love you…” He snuggled under my chin like an abandoned child and I almost cried seeing him like this. Oh gosh! Since I was with him, I became an emotional person. He touched and gained every piece of my heart until I couldn’t stand seeing a single tear of his. I didn’t want him to feel rejected and that was why I took a brief of moment to gain my energy back.

“Jae?” Lightly I licked his ear.

“Ehm?”

“Let’s do it again.”

In the end, we did it until fifteen minutes past eight in the morning. I lost my count on how many rounds we made love. As long as he was happy, I would do it as many times as he wanted it. Though, there was something poking my brain in the corner, gnawing my sanity, telling me this was the end.

End of Yunho’s POV

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Don’t kill me yet please!!!!! *chewing my nails*
And don’t forget to drop the comment…^^

Title : Misery of Life
Author : Rining_melody
Pairing : Yunjae (main), Jaewon, Yoosu
Length : 28/ ?
Genre : Incest-for real-blood related, it’s not that type which one of them is adopted, drama.
Rating : NC-17
Disclaimer : Inspired by one novel that I read a long time ago. I like that story so much. This fic has the same main plot as that novel but I twist it around. So basically, the main idea wasn’t mine.

Summary:
Always happy. Having no burden on his shoulders. The most popular boy in his university. Everyone looked up to him. A spoiled boy he was. Arrogant. Always got what he wanted. But…

Cheated by his 3 years boyfriend, Rain.
Being a bet object by his younger brother, Yunho.
Forcefully getting married with Siwon.

Changed Jaejoong so much. Will he be able to go through all the misery? And will Yunho realize that he was made the most horrible mistake in his life? And yet, how they face the sociality with their incest relationship?

Prologue / 1 / 2 / 3 / 4 / 5 / 6 / 7 / 8 / 9 / 10 / 11 / 12 / 13 / 14 / 15 / 16 / 17 (1) / 17(2)
18 / 19 / 20 / 21 / 22 / 23(1) / 23(2) / 24(1) / 24(2) / 25 /  26 / 27 / 28 (1)

 

( chapter 28 part 2 )

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-_- I have nothing to say…just drop the comment, nae? 

 

Title     : Misery of Life

Author : Rining_melody

Pairing : Yunjae (main), Jaewon, Yoosu

Length : 28/ ?

Genre : Incest-for real-blood related, it’s not that type which one of them is adopted,     drama.

Rating : NC-17

Disclaimer : Inspired by one novel that I read a long time ago. I like that story so much. This fic has the same main plot as that novel but I twist it around. So basically, the main idea wasn’t mine.

 

Summary:

Always happy. Having no burden on his shoulders. The most popular boy in his university. Everyone looked up to him. A spoiled boy he was. Arrogant. Always got what he wanted. But…

 

Cheated by his 3 years boyfriend, Rain.

Being a bet object by his younger brother, Yunho.

Forcefully getting married with Siwon.

 

Changed Jaejoong so much. Will he be able to go through all the misery? And will Yunho realize that he was made the most horrible mistake in his life? And yet, how they face the sociality with their incest relationship?

 Prologue / 1 / 2 / 3 / 4 / 5 / 6 / 7 / 8 / 9 / 10 / 11 / 12 / 13 / 14 / 15 / 16 / 17 (1) / 17(2)
18 / 19 / 20 / 21 / 22 / 23(1) / 23(2) / 24(1) / 24(2) / 25 /  26 / 27 

  

( chapter 28 part 1 )

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YAY!! I'm updating fast..ha3..
Finally I find a point where I can make a cliff…*jumping and running away from angry readers*

And in case you don’t know, aorta = chief-blood-vessel through which blood is carried from the left side of the heart.

And DROP THE COMMENT!!!!! You don’t know how much it’s meant for me, it’s meant a lot dear…*pouted*

Title : Misery of Life
Author : Rining_melody
Pairing : Yunjae (main), Jaewon, Yoosu
Length : 26/ ?
Genre : Incest-for real-blood related, it’s not that type which one of them is adopted, drama.
Rating : NC-17
Disclaimer : Inspired by one novel that I read a long time ago. I like that story so much. This fic has the same main plot as that novel but I twist it around. So basically, the main idea wasn’t mine.

Summary:
Always happy. Having no burden on his shoulders. The most popular boy in his university. Everyone looked up to him. A spoiled boy he was. Arrogant. Always got what he wanted. But…

Cheated by his 3 years boyfriend, Rain.
Being a bet object by his younger brother, Yunho.
Forcefully getting married with Siwon.

Changed Jaejoong so much. Will he be able to go through all the misery? And will Yunho realize that he was made the most horrible mistake in his life? And yet, how they face the sociality with their incest relationship?

Prologue / 1 / 2 / 3 / 4 / 5 / 6 / 7 / 8 / 9 / 10 / 11 / 12 / 13 / 14 / 15 / 16 / 17 (1) / 17(2)
18 / 19 / 20 / 21 / 22 / 23(1) / 23(2) / 24(1) / 24(2) / 25


( chapter 26 )

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So how is it? I bet all of you must be hate Siwon more and more…he3…
And do you think it makes sense that I make Jae didn’t want to sacrifice himself unless his mother really sick?


 

Title : Misery of Life
Author : Rining_melody
Pairing : Yunjae (main), Jaewon, Yoosu
Length : 25/ ?
Genre : Incest-for real-blood related, it’s not that type which one of them is adopted, drama.
Rating : NC-17
Disclaimer : Inspired by one novel that I read a long time ago. I like that story so much. This fic has the same main plot as that novel but I twist it around. So basically, the main idea wasn’t mine.

Summary:
Always happy. Having no burden on his shoulders. The most popular boy in his university. Everyone looked up to him. A spoiled boy he was. Arrogant. Always got what he wanted. But…

Cheated by his 3 years boyfriend, Rain.
Being a bet object by his younger brother, Yunho.
Forcefully getting married with Siwon.

Changed Jaejoong so much. Will he be able to go through all the misery? And will Yunho realize that he was made the most horrible mistake in his life? And yet, how they face the sociality with their incest relationship?

Prologue / 1 / 2 / 3 / 4 / 5 / 6 / 7 / 8 / 9 / 10 / 11 / 12 / 13 / 14 / 15 / 16 / 17 (1) / 17(2)
18 / 19 / 20 / 21 / 22 / 23(1) / 23(2) / 24(1) / 24(2)




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So…I make it clear or I make you all more confuse??? Ask me if there’s something you don’t understand, ok? I’ve tried my best to explain everything in Heechul’s POV but yeah, flaw couldn’t be avoided.

ALWAYS KEEP THE FAITH!!!
 

Title : Misery of Life
Author : Rining_melody
Pairing : Yunjae (main), Jaewon, Yoosu
Length : 24/ ?
Genre : Incest-for real-blood related, it’s not that type which one of them is adopted, drama.
Rating : NC-17
Disclaimer : Inspired by one novel that I read a long time ago. I like that story so much. This fic has the same main plot as that novel but I twist it around. So basically, the main idea wasn’t mine.

Summary:
Always happy. Having no burden on his shoulders. The most popular boy in his university. Everyone looked up to him. A spoiled boy he was. Arrogant. Always got what he wanted. But…

Cheated by his 3 years boyfriend, Rain.
Being a bet object by his younger brother, Yunho.
Forcefully getting married with Siwon.

Changed Jaejoong so much. Will he be able to go through all the misery? And will Yunho realize that he was made the most horrible mistake in his life? And yet, how they face the sociality with their incest relationship?

Prologue / 1 / 2 / 3 / 4 / 5 / 6 / 7 / 8 / 9 / 10 / 11 / 12 / 13 / 14 / 15 / 16 / 17 (1) / 17(2)
18 / 19 / 20 / 21 / 22 / 23(1) / 23(2) / 24(1)



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Done…did I make the pace too fast for this chap? For those who still confuse what video is…the video is recorded when Heechul having sex with a married man. Remember about that (check it out in chp 17 part 1)? And that man is yunjae’s father.

 

Title : Misery of Life
Author : Rining_melody
Pairing : Yunjae (main), Jaewon, Yoosu
Length : 24/ ?
Genre : Incest-for real-blood related, it’s not that type which one of them is adopted, drama.
Rating : NC-17
Disclaimer : Inspired by one novel that I read a long time ago. I like that story so much. This fic has the same main plot as that novel but I twist it around. So basically, the main idea wasn’t mine.

Summary:
Always happy. Having no burden on his shoulders. The most popular boy in his university. Everyone looked up to him. A spoiled boy he was. Arrogant. Always got what he wanted. But…

Cheated by his 3 years boyfriend, Rain.
Being a bet object by his younger brother, Yunho.
Forcefully getting married with Siwon.

Changed Jaejoong so much. Will he be able to go through all the misery? And will Yunho realize that he was made the most horrible mistake in his life? And yet, how they face the sociality with their incest relationship?

Prologue / 1 / 2 / 3 / 4 / 5 / 6 / 7 / 8 / 9 / 10 / 11 / 12 / 13 / 14 / 15 / 16 / 17 (1) / 17(2)
18 / 19 / 20 / 21 / 22 / 23(1) / 23(2)

( chapter 24 part 1 )

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Sorry for split it into two parts again because it’s getting so long. Enjoy and give with me your comment, ok? Thank you…^^

 

 Title : Misery of Life
Author : Rining_melody
Pairing : Yunjae (main), Jaewon, Yoosu
Length : 23/ ?
Genre : Incest-for real-blood related, it’s not that type which one of them is adopted, drama.
Rating : NC-17 
Disclaimer : Inspired by one novel that I read a long time ago. I like that story so much. This fic has the same main plot as that novel but I twist it around. So basically, the main idea wasn’t mine.

Summary:
Always happy. Having no burden on his shoulders. The most popular boy in his university. Everyone looked up to him. A spoiled boy he was. Arrogant. Always got what he wanted. But…

Cheated by his 3 years boyfriend, Rain. 
Being a bet object by his younger brother, Yunho.
Forcefully getting married with Siwon.

Changed Jaejoong so much. Will he be able to go through all the misery? And will Yunho realize that he was made the most horrible mistake in his life? And yet, how they face the sociality with their incest relationship? 

Prologue / 1 / 2 / 3 / 4 / 5 / 6 / 7 / 8 / 9 / 10 / 11 / 12 / 13 / 14 / 15 / 16 / 17 (1) / 17(2)
18 / 19 / 20 / 21 / 22 / 23(1)

Warning baby…and I know that you know what I meant…^^

And it’s long so if u don’t want to read that part just skip it, ok?

( chapter 23 part 2 )

 

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If you know what ashamed means, it’s what I feel right now. I don’t even know if I made a right decision or not for writing smut in this part of story. And I feel like I lost my touch in writing smut…>___< And I even wrote the long one…lol…

So tell me what you think about this chp honestly, ok? Thanks…^^

DON'T ASK ME WHY ALL THE WORDS ARE IN BOLD!!!
I'VE ALREADY MAKE IT UN-BOLD BUT IT DIDN'T WORK OUT.

 

Title : Misery of Life
Author : Rining_melody
Pairing : Yunjae (main), Jaewon, Yoosu
Length : 23/ ?
Genre : Incest-for real-blood related, it’s not that type which one of them is adopted, drama.
Rating : NC-17
Disclaimer : Inspired by one novel that I read a long time ago. I like that story so much. This fic has the same main plot as that novel but I twist it around. So basically, the main idea wasn’t mine.

Summary:
Always happy. Having no burden on his shoulders. The most popular boy in his university. Everyone looked up to him. A spoiled boy he was. Arrogant. Always got what he wanted. But…

Cheated by his 3 years boyfriend, Rain.
Being a bet object by his younger brother, Yunho.
Forcefully getting married with Siwon.

Changed Jaejoong so much. Will he be able to go through all the misery? And will Yunho realize that he was made the most horrible mistake in his life? And yet, how they face the sociality with their incest relationship?

Prologue / 1 / 2 / 3 / 4 / 5 / 6 / 7 / 8 / 9 / 10 / 11 / 12 / 13 / 14 / 15 / 16 / 17 (1) / 17(2)
18 / 19 / 20 / 21 / 22

( chapter 23 part 1 )

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Done…hope u’ll like it anyway…^^
Oh gosh…this story is getting so long, I hope u don’t getting bored yet…
I’m off to part 2 after doing a couple of stuff…